About 3 months ago ,when my love went for job in faraway country,i was very brave and was so very sure that i will stay as a rock while he will be back.
He is now on opposite hemisphere,he has summer and sea and he enjoy at the beach..here i have windy winter,lot problems with business,kids and grandkids and overall my parents move on here after mother stroke. I was sure with all this problems,no free time for myself i would not miss him!
I was so so very wrong!He miss me even more than i expect!
Look with aging we more depend of our partner.
I miss our time before bed time,our talks about kids,job,politics,friends ...
Of course i miss our little fights ,we are at most subject at opposite sides ...hehehehe
Well what i miss,i miss my life ,you must know my love is my life-after all this years we spend together i just cant have full and happy life without him.
What i really want to avoid is to be selfish-so when we talk i try not to show him how much i need him here!
To be closer to him i cook food he love and preserve it in my fridge/soon i will have to buy new one/.
Silly me,i even baked cake for his Birthday!
Only knowing that he is very happy were he is stay now make me calm..i know he love stay there,he love hot weather and ladies in mini skirts...lol...
My love,stay happy and back to me soon!
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