When we wait for inevitably

You know that feeling of inevitably,we know that will come and we know that we cant do anything to stop it or to change it..this is how i'm feeling tonight..i am waiting inevitably...and feeling it behind me slowly coming from dark.I know its coming coz life cant be good and nice forever...my six sense telling me that it will happen soon ..its inevitably..i  do nothing,just wait with glass of red wine..i remember how it was in past..how i manage with dark after light ..the whole life perspective is so dark ,but i am peaceful,i know after dark sun will come.

in my garden

I only want to enjoy as much as i can in this tranquility before storm.Strong i am,but need this time to collect energy,look inevitably is behind next corner.Still big" why" is in my mind,why i was born here where history and future is so stormy,why i cant  move on,why i stay in this small part of earth and don't want to leave it..why i wait peaceful for inevitably witch coming I remember how it was last time but i don't want to runaway...i will stay and wait,with tranquility and with glass of  sweet red wine!!
/deep inside i'm so very afraid of new communist order in Europe/

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