Showing posts with label mature woman. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mature woman. Show all posts

Monday, October 31, 2011

LONELY AS WOMAN OVER 50 part 2/two years after/

passes more than 2 years from date of write this blog post...and something new and good happened for me..still i am married but in meantime i was so very lucky.."Gods love me,ohhhh yes"..a new man went in to the my life,he is my soul mate,he is my friend and he is the best lover ever...now you are welcome to read my post from 2009..


Lonely as women over 50
I get on line,moment ago!
After long day ,first at office ,than at home with my kids and grandkids,and pets and my hubby/of course/,i am not feeling so good.To be open and honest last few years i am not feeling so good!
if you take a look at my life all seems so nice and in order.Husband,wife,kids,grandkids,sons in law,pets -big happy family/like on TV commercials/!!!
And yes if you like to know i am proud on my family,my healthy ,lovely ,happy family!
And,my friends,yes i choose this way of life.
After my graduations/by the way i am master of science in math/,i decided to start married life and yes it was my choice to have kids and yes i decided to stop work while my kids are in need for mother!
No its not nice to say i done all this for happiness of my children,no its not right!
My kids bring me so much happiness!
Now you can figure where is a problem!
Problem is not connected with my children,nooooooooooooo
My problem is going from my relationship with my husband.
From 1988 we sleeps in separate rooms and all this years we are living without any intimate contact!
Now you can think that i was one who didn't want sex any more,but you are wrong.
My hubby didn't want it all this years!
You can think she must had lovers ,but i didn't/sorry i had one lover for very short time/!
Imagine how can be hard to live all this years without any intimate contacts with opposite sex!
For me,was very hard and still is hard and this way of life hurting me as human been and as woman who have some needs!
Do not ask me why i didn't left my husband!I didn't and i will not!
he is very good with children,very caring father and my children adore him.
by the way all our friends and my family adore him!
Deep inside i am very lonely!
I have wonderful family,good job,nice friends and i am not happy at all.
I am lonely!
Sad sometimes!

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Monday, October 4, 2010

Why It Is Wise to Worship a Woman

And so, my friends, here. A short guide on how to worship a woman and why is it something that the wisest man can do. First of all, considering some very understandable doubts that plague you. All are familiar.



1st "My relationships with women were injured me and caused me harm."



And to me, my brother and me. My parents went through a tumultuous divorce when I was four years. I grew up with her single mother. She gave all of myself to care about me, but she was unhappy and insecure. At the time I began to enter into relationships with women, early puberty, I discovered that I carry a huge outrage, fears, and separation in relation to women. Aware of the practice of worship may be one way of healing the wounds.



2nd "Arjuna, you're lucky. Yours is a special partner. I am a woman who did not like Chameli."



Actually I do not have a clear answer to this dilemma or question. Of course it looks as if I was lucky and met a really good woman, but here's how this happened to me. In my life I had a lot less happy relationships. I got her portion handling the feminine nature: the victims, angry, vindictive. And in it I considered the ugly side of male nature. A few weeks before I met Chameli, my wife, something in me changed and I deeply believe that it is in anyone can change the same way.



3rd "I have no partner, and sometimes I doubt I'll ever meet."



Have your partner without reverence or even not having a partner are actually two manifestations of the same situation: you sense or the ability to see deeper love and want more. The solution is the same.



4th "I feel that my heart is closed. Works for the most out of my head and I would not know what it is that we worship or breaks into a house at 2 in the morning and put a gun to my head."



So for us it begins when we realize that we do not know love. And it's an important question to which we must answer: "Is it me, okay?" It does not matter how much you earn, how many friends you have on Facebook, the kind of home you live or what kind of car you drive, it does not matter what these women have breasts, or how much you're meditating and spiritual ... Are you truly loved, fully and openly? If you did not - and there you have with yourself be totally honest - if this is you, right? Are you okay that one day you die and that the gifts of your heart you have a gift?



Some eight or nine years and I have just answered that question and I found the answer, if I have an extremely simple, and it completely honest with myself, that I actually was wrong. That one day I die and I totally loved, for me it really would not be well-lived life.



Many years ago I went on holiday to Bali, utterly alone. There I met some young tourists and we rented a sport utility vehicle, which we toured the island. We drove up to the highest peak on the island, where tourists usually do not go. Our guide took us to one of their greatest shrine, to a temple. He was surrounded by a high brick wall and had decorated the entrance. Once we were without shoes and head scarves wrapped, we passed through this port. Inside was a small courtyard, then another wall with another entrance. After a preparation that consisted of burning incense sticks and ritual observance, we passed through the second entrance. They allowed us to get through another entrance and that was it. Deity in the center of the sanctuary was surrounded by ten of the walls. Hindus were able to go beyond the fourth wall. Devotees of this deity could pass and the fifth wall, and so on. The only people who were allowed to come to the very deities were those who gave their lives completely surrendered to the worship of deities. Everyone else can rest were approaching nearer and nearer to the inner beauty, but not to the center.



I am not inclined to worship the statue, but what I've seen a beautiful woman as symbolic heart is just like that. At the core of every woman is the divine feminine nature. It consists of everything that has ever been beautiful, graceful and inspiring in any woman, anywhere, anytime. At the heart of every woman's heart is a culmination of wisdom, the peak of inspiration, the climax of sexual attraction, the highlight of gentle, healing love. The highlight of everything. However, it is protected, and with reason, a series of concentric walls. Passing one by one wall that requires the intensification of our ability to worship, and how to achieve that we receive grace. It is not something that a woman would be possible to negotiate the conversation. It is not even able to consciously open the door. She opens invisible magic keys and worship.



If you are outside of the first wall, all that is available, as well as many other unfortunate, pornography. For some money by the minute you see her breasts, vagina, and maybe you can masturbate in mourning longing for a deeper love. Walk through the first door and it will show you your external pack. Look for and with a spark in his eyes. Seductive will answer your questions. It will give you a faint indication that it is possible.



Pass through another door with his dedication, diligence and the first signs of worship, and it will to some extent you open your heart. Will share with you your insecurity, your wounds, your deepest longings. In that time some men to withdraw. They will realize that the price you should pay to go deeper higher than they are willing to pay. Will begin to feel responsible. But those who pass through the next door will reveal its close, willingness to stand by them no matter what, your readiness for school children, talking to you, and - if you have luck - even the occasional collection of your dirty socks. And so it goes on. You know it already from this.



Around the penultimate center wall before it will discard their veils and show your personality that is as a human being, as the portal into something much bigger than that. It shows you that anger is not hers, but all women. It shows you the patience that is universal. It shows you their wisdom. At that moment you experience the archetypal woman, who was in all the traditions depicted as goddesses and mythical characters.



And then, in the center, the most secret place of the sanctuary, all the layers of your worship overwhelm the grace. Uncover the core of feminine nature, and a strange way that is not romantic, but it is still deep world, realize that it could come up with any woman that you were willing to go through all those layers of initiation. Any woman is every woman, every woman has ever been that woman. When fully love a woman, in the very center of her being, it is a flame of divine feminine nature. This is what every woman in history seems beautiful. It is the flame behind the Mona Lisa, Dante's Beatrice, and of course, Penelope Cruz and Heidi Klum. Discover the magic ingredient that has been said that every man falls in love with a woman.



When you learn in this way to pay your attention to the core of feminine nature, prostrijet will be the whole body on the floor, and tears to your cheeks and soak clothes. Ask you how you could ever have her and all of its forms be taken for granted even for a second.



Once we left to answer several questions. Firstly, if you know what I saying here? Did you this tense? Does it make sense to you? And secondly, if your answer is yes, how are you going in this state where you now get to a situation where you are able to wholeheartedly really like? I will gladly share with you more advice about this if you ever know, but here's how to get started.



First, just as I am and I make in my room an altar dedicated to the divine feminine nature. There accommodate only female symbols. I am here to put a picture called Beata Beatrix, painted by Dante Gabriel Rosetti. There is a statue of the goddess Guan Yin. On the altar is placed and what resembles a female nature and every day before it spends several minutes in worship. Yes, worship. Worship. Commitment. Prekrivaj altar of rose petals. Read before the altar of poetry. Honours alter anything and you ask her to reveal his innermost core. Will start these miracles happen regardless of whether you are single and waiting for the right woman, or are already in relationships and yearn to encounter his wife on a deeper level.



Another way that you start: You should practice the discipline, to be his wife or any woman, ten times a day you say something you like on it. "I like the smell of your shampoo." "I like to laugh." "You have a very beautiful eye color." Of course, be polite at the same time. When you're in a relationship with a woman can go as far as you want, but with any other woman keep an eye on the door that I mentioned. Let your words be appropriate for the front door that you find with that woman. Proud of her tits if, for example, a cashier at the store actually is harassment, not worshi



Source / Source: Why It Is Wise to Worship a Woman

Written by: Arjuna Ardagh

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

My Contribution to DOVE PRO-AGE CAMPAGNE!!!


"Ages are only numbers,only counts how we feel!!!"
I cant remember who said this,or when!!
All i know is that i still feel good,full of positive energy and as well i am feeling sexy tooooooo
So this BBW saying BRAVO for Dove Pro-age Campaign








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Saturday, November 7, 2009

All Women's Weekend

All Women's Weekend: "Curvy Deliciousness
October 27th, 2009 | Author: admin

Remember when I blogged about Lizzie Miller? Apparently, that small photo featured in Glamour on page 194 sparked thousands of readers to send great feedback about how the magazine is holding up the true beauty of a woman.

And I quote:
The picture wasn’t of a celebrity. It wasn’t of a supermodel. It was of a woman sitting in her underwear with a smile on her face and a belly that looks…wait for it…normal.

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The 'woman on p. 194.' Gorgeous!

And wait, there’s more!

These are size 12-18 plus-size models who represent the normal women. I would never be a size 4 even in my skinniest. At size 6, I looked like a skeleton with skin – I look great at size 12! And I am so happy that FINALLY magazines like Glamour are going to be featuring REAL women soon!


These Bodies are Beautiful at Every Size Group Shot

Seven total knockouts From far left: Crystal Renn, Amy Lemons, Ashley Graham, Kate Dillon, Anansa Sims and Jennie Runk. Bottom Center: Lizzie Miller.
* A continued commitment to showing a wide range of body types—and, of course, racial diversity—in our pages, including fashion and beauty stories.
* A promise to give the best plus models not just work, but the same great work straight-size models get, partnering with top photographers, stylists and makeup artists. Because a generous helping of fantasy, in our view, is fabulous—as long as it’s extended to women of all sizes.
* An ongoing celebration of the so-called imperfections, from nose bumps to gap teeth smiles, that make us all unique.
* Enthusiastic support for any designer who manufactures chic clothes we can photograph on full-bodied models. Isn’t it time for changes like these? Reality, after all, is everywhere. On Twitter, Demi Moore tweets matter-of-factly about her body: “I still have excess skin & stretch marks!” And then, “Comes with having a few kids 4 some of us!” Scott Schuman, a.k.a. the Sartorialist, has attracted a cult following by photographing real people with great style—and quirks. Crystal Renn has written a fascinating new memoir about her transition from an anorexic straight-size model to a healthy, exuberant and very successful plus-size model. And Jeffrey Buchman, professor of advertising and marketing communications at the Fashion Institute of Technology, notes that Renn and plus-size model Johanna Dray have shown up on runways at Jean Paul Gaultier and John Galliano, respectively. “Art leads social change, and high fashion is art,” says Buchman. “So these are not frivolous choices;"


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Monday, October 26, 2009

Dont judge me...i am who i am

This is my replay to all who leaved me nasty comments...
KISS ME!!!!!!

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as more sex we do more we need it

No need to long explanation for this post,all is on title and thats the only true..
as much sex we have we need it more...its like all other kind of addictions...
so if you want horny partner give it a lot of sex ...and talk ,talk a lot about sex,playing,needs...be in



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Saturday, October 17, 2009

Teasing is so goooooooood!!!

Wherever you live,
life of women after 50
becomes very boring and predictable.
Especially if the woman is married, a mother and grandmother may have.
The day is filled with washing, cleaning and cooking.
Time for socializing and going out there are very few.
Because women are mature age pleasure in small games on the internet.
So nice and easy,
no obligations,
freedom can be seen at every step.
I love my evening with friends on the Internet.
Women, my recommendation is:
relax
and enjoy the benefits of
Technology!
You can not hurt anyone,
All this is only virtually.
If someone boring you, just delete it!
Now I will
open my window to the world.
a challenge,
small talk
In any case,
I will be back feel so
good and preferred.
See you on msn!
Kiss!

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Thursday, September 24, 2009

I STILL NEED LOVE

I am grandma.i am old and i have to live with my children and i am lonely!
It is stupid to be and feel lonely with my big family but i steel feel like a lonely star on big dark sky!!
When i was younger i never had that feeling but now when i think more about the end of my life i feel so lonely!
I start to think that i need more love in my life!
Whole day i only cook,clean, wait for children came home,look at bills and work with my dad!My hubby is now far away and i need him so much!
What you think is it normal that,in my ages,to feel such strong need for love and romantic!
I am afraid of my feelings!
Why now?
Whole my marriage time i was alone with my children and my hubby was far away!!
I was thinking that i am very strong army wife!!
Am I?????
Am i stupid old women?
Have you any idea what i have to do to stop feel like lonely old women?
Thank for you time

MATURE WOMEN DIARY

Wow...this pic showing how i would like to look!!hehehehehe
but in ages of 54 i am looking more like tomato...lol.......

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Learning English from net maybe isn't the Best idea ,but in that time my children still were at home, and my only solution was learning English from net. During years i met so many sweet people who helped me lot with English language. I wanna thank to all and each of that fantastic friends. I started to write this post ,with clear toughs about using "Mature woman" as description of myself. Most of net users first tough about words:Mature Women is little dirty tough. But in my language is OK,even more than OK to say:I AM MATURE WOMAN! Well my dear readers I AM VERY PROUD MATURE WOMAN! TAKE IT OR LIVE IT!!!!

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